Hello once again to all who come by this.
I have been cleaning up my account and I realized that I
have changed throughout the years. I used to be so angry at the world for reasons I cannot remember. I don't want to put the blame on anyone in particular because I know it was my fault. Most of my anger was towards my mother. I have an unhealthy relationship with her. She refuses to treat me like her equal. Although, obviously I'm not, but I mean as an adult. (She
always seems shocked when I talk about sex. I most likely know more than she does on the subject.)
Anyway, back to the reason for this post; I used to post a lot of pointless and random things. I felt embarrassed looking back at them. Especially my writing! OH the writing! So many grammatical and spelling errors. I know that I'm not GREAT with grammar, but I can say that I am better now than I was then.
Well on to the REAL explanation. I have decided to deactivate my Facebook. (Not that any may care. [Even those who know me personally, but they can always text me or get on skype or something.]) The reason for that is because I felt stupid. I was just scrolling down the news feed thinking,
'These people are all idiots.' I know I posted up a couple idiotic posts myself, but it just felt like too much for me. (Especially this one guy who typz lyk dis all da tym) I'm not even joking. I feel like I was born in the wrong generation half the time. Don't get me wrong though, I think technology is fantastic, but I like all the old fashioned things too.
So, I deactivated my Facebook and decided I will pay more attention to DeviantART. Becoming a Deviant. I will focus more on this website than any others. (When I choose to get on the computer that is.) I will also concentrate on my Art 201 college class. It's a beginners drawing class and I can say that I've learned a lot of neat techniques. I still need lots of practice though. (
I recently got my 'Egg' project back and I got a B on it. That's not so bad, but I urged the professor to explain why I got a B and he said it was actually a C project but he gave me a B because I "Put effort into it." Honestly I would have preferred the C over the B, but this IS a class so I guess a B was good. At least I know it was a C originally, so I'll say I got a C.)
I hope that I'll improve on everything else as well. Especially my writing.(Right now I'm taking an Expository Composition class.) I'm actually excited for the second semester of my English class. We get to choose our English 12 elective (That's what they call it.) and I'll be choosing the science fiction studies class.
I started writing this last night, but I didn't get to finish for reasons I will not say. I can't remember what else I planned to mention here, but these are a few of the main things on my mind.
~Angelica.
P.S. Thanks to everyone who always encourages me to do things. I appreciate that very much.